Just like everything else, this good thing came to an end shortly after our first time together, but not in a way I would have ever guessed it would h...ppen; leading me to two new unexpected lovers . . . Kevin was such a “good boy” that he volunteered to help out at the local Boy Scout Camp for the last two weeks of July. Knowing I wasn’t going to see him was heart breaking for me. When you are only 17 and you are in love, a moment apart is too much. I hated the time he was going to be gone and. “I want to know you inside and out.” I could picture him laying me down slowly and following me, making sweet, passionate lo-- My brain froze and I remembered the last time I fell into any kind of emotion like that for a man. I ended up shattered and crying in my shower. I was out of his arms and almost to the parkinglot before I could think and play it cool. My arms went around my chest to hug me and I could feel myself shaking. Tears were in my eyes and all I could think was that I needed to. She showed her their pictures and Rebecca confirmed that they were the people who were holding her. She had seen the man two times and had easily seen through his disguise at the school and the second time he had accidently taken off his mask when she was ill and she would never forget his face.She answered honestly when she said that he had not interfered with her in any way and that the thing about the business with her bum was just when he was taking her temperature as she was under the. And I fell into the routine, doing Juliet.It was beautiful, and passionate and over far too quickly.We stopped, and went to bow, and the place exploded with applause.But I wasnt thinking about that. I went to the dressing room, and sat ona bench, trying to collect my thoughts.Something had happened to me out there. At some point I stopped playingthe role of a girl.And found one inside of me.And I didn't want to give her up, to go back to being a boy.So I did the hardest thing I could do, and.