"I wanted to feel you fighting me. I wanted to feel all of your muscles squirming like when we are wrestling. I wanted to fuck you so many times when ...e wrestled, I wanted to feel what it was like." "You punk ass bitch," I said as I laughed and let his arms go and sat straight up still sitting on his belly. "You could have just told me instead of scaring the shit out of me. Did you enjoy it?" I finally asked after I calmed down. "Oh yeah, it was great. Nothing like a bunch of muscles. I got to the stage when I would masturbate with the door open in my bedroom on a couple of occasions I thought I saw mum watching but I wasn't sure.My father was often away on business and mum thought he was having an affair a couple of times finding traces of lipstick on his collar but he laughed it off. With Dad away mum seemed to be lonely and adult company was limited so I was all the company mum had. We used to watch TV together and if she had a headache I would often massage her neck to. “You OK, Ron?” Bernie asked.“I think I picked up a little bug” I answered looking up, first at Bernie and then through the crack in the blinds. I dropped my head immediately so Bernie could not see the look on my face. The emboldened doctor had pulled Rachel’s skirt up to her waist and was now feeling her bare ass without the skirt in his way. God, Rachel’s ass looked good. It is so perfectly shaped and watching another man fondle it was giving me a hard on. It was like watching my own little. .."He grabbed a tissue and I pushed the last of the cum up his cock for him to wipe off. That was really weird but again oddly sexual to me. I got to feel the throbbing member with all it's hardness in a very personal way. Then I wiped my own hand of his cum before finally getting to release some of my built up tension. Here was another new feeling. I was deliberately wanking myself in front of him and he was watching me do it. The exhibitionist in me loved it but I could tell he wasn't.