So he went on to say that if I was interested, that he and his wife would love for him to fuck her. He boldness was both exciting, as well as a little...unnerving. But I accepted the invitation without much hesitation "What's your name?" Herman asked."Asif," I replied."Nice. So, how about you come to our room around 7:30 tonight?" He gave me the room number.And that was the second such occasion that I had to fuck an attractive, but married, white European female! In fact, on that occasion, Herman. By and large most people were understandingand thought it was great what we had, how found each other, and how myhusband stood by me. We did have some detractors, however, a handful ofneighbors who snubbed us and had their children snub our child. There'sstill a lot that needs to be done in our world about ignorance. But ifyou want to ignore me because who I am, fine. I have enough friends. Butto take it out on my child is just disgusting.There came a time when our daughter, Alana, was. You heaved passed the point of no return.Eventually, you will find your made up face pressed into a pillow, maybe your hands shackled behind you, as real men, contemptuously fuck your arse as you are dressed in your girly clothes, with the remnants of your manhood locked away.You will come to realise that your own cock is useless as a male tool, and its only real function is to be locked away to serve as an abject reminder of the man you failed to be and the woman you can never be.A sissy. I know that someone is following me and watching me. I know that they won't bother me as long as I continue a steady pace away from Valdar. So I head east. Toward the rising sun, because that is where I seek my mentor.I don't run from battles. But I also don't hold a knife to my own throat and see how far I can cut it. I was a dead man if I stayed there much longer, so I must leave so that I can fight another day. And on my terms, not Cak's. He has won the battle, not the war.I sleep soundly.