"Yes, shit," I moaned.I came all over my hand, and bed. Then I just laid there with my robe open for a couple minutes. I felt unreal, and actually did...'t feel sick. As I was in a dreamworld, daydreaming, there was a knock at the door."Sweetheart, are you still awake?" Scott asked through the door.I quickly tied my robe, and got under my blanket."Yes, daddy. You can come in," I let him know.He slowly opened the door, and smiled."What?" I wondered."I was just wondering if you tried the iPad out,. . “ bhaiya.. You are tickling me a lot with your tongue” i asked her whether she liked that and felt good and she said yes.. Its feeling good.. I said lets do what all you show on the movie. She got excited on that and said fine.. I lifted her in my arm and carry her to one of the bed room and lay her on the bed and came on her and kiss her on her lips.. She lay there silently and did not say anything.. So i said she has to do what all i am doing to her.. And kissed her lips and she responded. It had been so long since I had taken the time to go and being so early in the day there weren’t many people there. I figured I would go watch Your Highnes. It looked stupid funny and James Franco is kinda hot, both seemed perfect for my present mood. I went to the concession stand and got in line to get some popcorn and a drink. The man standing in front of me smelled so incredibly good it took every ounce of self control I had not to reach out and touch him. I’ve always had a strong sense of. “I am very nervous, but I am not going to change my mind.”I am still smiling and staring blankly at my computer when my phone buzzes. I open it and my heart leaps into my chest as I read your text: “I am at the hotel. Room 315. I can’t wait to see you!”My heart leaps into my throat. My mind races. I think about our chats. Can the reality be as good as the fantasies we talk about?Twenty minutes later I am walking out the door to my car. I have packed an overnight bag so all I have to do is drive.