"How do the others feel about it?" Mel C probably took it hardest, but even she's coming round. She found the rape and the humiliation hard. But we al... looked after her. Mel B's been like a bitch on heat with hubby; she's pregnant, would you believe, though hubby doesn't know yet. Ginger — well she's just good for a laugh anywhere and here's no different. And Vicky, she's has found her own little niche." Yes, I saw," I said. "What will happen to the baby? Mel's?" Can you imagine? If it's a boy?. I want to look like a boy."At that Beth closed up and her smile was replaced by a frown as shefolded her arms in front of her in a pouted manner. Mom swung into theparking area by the newly renovated downtown area of shops. The midafternoon sun was bright and a slight breeze blew. Several blocks oflittle shops and eateries were contained in cobble stone streets blockedoff to traffic. There was a substantial crowd already milling throughthe area and shops as we arrived. I couldn't believe. Honestly, why is it I am considered strange when I hold down a steady job,provide for my family, abide by all the rules and even manage to makepeople smile occasionally, just because I wear a bra? These people arebehaving like complete fools and are welcomed with open arms and millionsof dollars? So the week went by too quickly, and it was Thursday night. I was leavingFriday afternoon and would be checking out of the hotel in the morning, soI no longer had a home for my girly clothes. I had. As much as they tried they couldn't match the feelings I had for my darling Pa. As our relationship became more intense over the next few months, Pa suggested that I move my things into the master bedroom, which made me very happy. After about 6 months, I started to get nauseous each morning. I realized that I was pregnant with Pa’s baby. When I told him, he was so proud, both of me and of himself. After all, he was only 54 and still a virile man, He treasured me right through the pregnancy and.