I belong with you, to you.You sit on the bed, beside me, drinking in my spread form. For a moment, you can't decide to touch, taste or just hold me. S... you just watch the subtle and steady rise and fall of my chest. My body covered by a thin film of sweat, glistens under the steady streams of sunlight through the window. Even with eyes shut so tight, the raw power of your gaze courses through me, momentarily anchoring all thoughts. This is how a God beholds his queen.You dip your index. S. Constellation forsustained air operations and close air support over Dak ToNavy unit citationCombat action ribbonSea service deployment ribbonNavy and Marine Corps service medalNavy Expeditionary medalDistinguished Navy Cross with "V" for valorNASA Astronaut medalApollo flight ribbon X3Naval aviator proficiency badge (Gold air wings)Combat Ace badgeSilver StarThe Congressional Medal of HonorThe last was in this case the blue star spangled rectangle atop hercitation rack rather than the full. It's just very embarrassing having you witness that ya know," I said sheepishly."Oh don't be silly, Ricky. It's normal. Every guy jerks off. You know it's true," she laughed. "Besides, you should be proud of that thing. That gift doesn't run in this family."Oh shit, did she just compliment my cock? "Um, okay, wow. Too much info there." As I finished my cereal in a gulp, she laughed at me. "Hey if you need to drive the truck and see some friends go ahead. I will be home all day." No, don't think. I would call her more from home, just to hear her voice, she would provide me so much encouragement, and that was all that I wanted. Finally about a month after returning back from Milwaukee, I finally told Stacy that I didn’t feel that we were heading in the same direction, and that I wanted to break up, and she didn’t take it well, but I felt in my spirit that if I held firm that great things and peace would follow. She believed it all tied back to Tina Lee, and I couldn’t convince her.