Then about my firstroommate, Bill and the events of the last two days."Well, I'm hungry are you up for getting something to eat." Sure lets go."I'd li...e to say things got better from here on out, but they reallydidn't. First I couldn't seem to get the thought of prom-night out of myhead. I seemed to have a desire to be treated like I had been thatnight, even though I had hated the whole thing.Why did I think of Roy, desire Roy, but I also wanted revenge on him? Iseemed to hate him and wanted. Suddenly he saw something taped to mailbox and looked it closely. It was a flyer advertising a rave. They were all the rage in New York but much harder find in Boston."Let's go," he said excitedly."Are you serious? That's for 20 year olds." We were both in our late 20's by now and I often felt my drugging and dancing days were over."Yeah, let's do it. We'll get some X and dance the night away." X?" Ecstasy, you know." Oh, that stuff?"I had heard about the 'Love Drug', but it never really. After telling Cathy the events of that day, and apologizing for intruding into her private thoughts, I paused with a lump in my throat. She took my head in her hands, lifting it up, so she could look into my eyes and said, "Joh-Jan I know it wasn't intentional, and there's nothing to apologize for, in some ways I'm glad, you know how I feel." Looking at me, she continued. "In fact, I think it's brought us even closer together as sisters, and it may help you with your dilemma with boys." Oh? . I was into fisting , giving and receiving and lately I am obsessed with sounding. Lynn was new to all of this and was facianted by my stories. Lynn was always horny as a teenager but unfortunately has had a very dull sex life since we broke up. I really wanted her to dominate me as I really wanted to serve her. Lynn agreed to this and the journey began. Lynn quickly learned to like her new role as her ex was domineering and controlling. Lynn wanted to reinact all my past kinky experiences and.