But more often than not my desire for Raquel overrode my desire for eternal life. Of course this was during our sexual encounters. After sex, even bef...re my orgasm was finished, the severity of what I’d done would set in. I was trading a few seconds of ecstasy for an eternity of damnation. I was angry with myself, and that anger spilled out onto Raquel. We were both fighting this urge to have sex, and I blamed her for giving in just as much as I blamed myself. When I left her I wanted to. Demons, Lycan, and Vampires may have released them into the world, but they do not follow any ones orders, but their own instincts to survive.Religions: Order of the six faced god: Has a face of the beings before men. It is worshiped by the beings, but are never understood in clear context. Conflict and peace are welcomed by the order. Abstained beings of the six swear their faith in this god avoiding and evening giving advice for the six to find balance even when they know it may seem. I'd given her two hours. If she were going to fuck him it'd have to be a quickie. She nodded, and headed for the door. She grabbed her sweater on the way out, and, her purse.I was pretty sure I'd be able to tell if he fucked her. I mean a nine inch weapon of lust? Oh yeah."He didn't go for it?" said Gabriel."No, I was sure he would, maybe grudgingly, but I was sure he would. But, no, he didn't"I know now that I came on too strong. I essentially gave him an ultimatum. A proud man, a proud man. "Yeah sis, something's wrong all right. That asshole Jake is what's wrong."Then Tina focused on Joel. "Oh shit Cat, I didn't know you were on a date. I'm sorry. This can wait 'til..." Then she broke down and cried."Cat, that son-of-a-bitch... oh god..."Cat took Tina in her arms and said, "Don't worry about it sis. Come into the house and tell me what happened. This is Joel, you met him once. Now come inside." She started guiding Tina towards the front door. Joel followed.In the house Cat.