There was an uncomfortable pause as she watched a couple having fake sex on the screen. "She is pretty" Crystal said referring to the actress broke th... silence.I was still too stunned to react so I sat frozen waiting for an exit strategy to materialize.Crystal reached for a bottle of water still watching the TV and then casually said "real porn is so much better?" with a tone that let me know she wanted my opinion.I hesitated but I eventually nodded my agreement."Crystal, I'm sorry you had to. He invited me to step outside our hotel room naked. He said he would close the door behind me, but look through the eye hole and watch me. I stood in the hallway until Nick decided to let me back into our room. It seemed like he made me wait forever and all the time I kept scanning the hallways waiting for someone to come out of their room, but it was pretty late so no one showed up. Eventually, he let me back in the room and by then I was dripping wet with arousal. Now we enjoy making bets on. Don't get me wrong, I'm very happy. I must admit that a forty-five year old woman can bring a nineteen year old man to his knees. The sex is fantastic and abundant. Maria has an almost insatiable appetite for sex. Maria and I had just finished dinner when her cell beeped. Maria had just received a text from Gwen. "no ride needed, have 1, will explain." Maria texted back, "who". "marsha traxler from westport". Westport is a town that is about fifteen miles from here. Maria and I have been there. I was still unhappy. Weena tucked Patrick in and sat next to me. "They don't understand," she said."No, they don't." I knew she was talking about the bureaucracy in Canberra. "They think they run things. They only move a few things around. No one is the center of the universe. There are some people who think that they are. They think the world and the stars revolve around them. They think that everyone should dance to their whims. They're wrong." Right. But we need to think about what to do.".