"You look like you didn't havemuch sleep." I'm fine," I mumbled as I plonked myself into the chair. "I was justthinking about the week ahead." Actuall... I had been thinking about last Fridays sixth formers commentand Anna's even earlier comment. Was I that feminine? If I had a slightfeminine build did I act like a girl? I didn't think the answer to anyof the questions was yes, but what did I know. It wasn't the sort ofquestion that I could ask my Mum or over the phone with my Dad. Could Iask. Mera sir daba rahi thi chut ke upar. Me jib se chod raha tha ….Fir vo jad gayi pura pain nikal diua. ..Maja araha tha or vo shant hui.Me ra to rod ke mafik khada ho gaya tha.Fir mene kapade nikale. Or mera land usko salanmi de rahatha vo land dekha ke dar gayi mana kar ne lagi. Me ne. Ek ungli uski chut me dal ke andar bahar kar raha tha.Usko mene mera land pakada diya. Vo mere land ko sehala je lagi. Menene is bich me do ungli dali vo chilla padi lekin anadar gusa di. Or ungali se chod raha. . After eating her breakfast in stony silence – and a couple of more icy glares ensured that Todd stayed silent as well – Emily headed to the front entrance, where another sexy, brand-new outfit for her hung carefully on the new rack in the foyer. Jack still wants me to look sexy for him, Emily thought hopefully, maybe that means he still wants me – oh, I hope it does!Quickly, Emily put on her new dress – a ruched, metallic-blend teal tube dress with giant slits in its sides, and with a hemline. She glanced at the songs available and said, "Why are you so nervous?" My first time," I managed.She chuckled, a deep throaty laugh. "Your first time here, or the first time dancing with a woman?" Here," I choked out.She put her arm around my waist, dropped a few quarters into my hand and said, "Relax and pick something nice to dance to. I like holding you close."Without thinking, I chose Roberta Flack's The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face. It was an old song but one I'd listened to many times,.