That I could risk losing the greatest happiness in my world, the only spark of joy in an otherwise dull and cloudy life. And that is without even con...idering the jeopardy I have placed her security in.Her surgery took place five days ago, and I know it has gone well and she is now home. She messaged me as soon as she was conscious to provide me with the reassurance I was anxiously waiting for. Again, she read my mind that I needed to hear she was alright.I've received several messages from. F holeo amio to ekta chele.Tai na? Amio ok khub line martam.O bujhto seta.Khelte khelte ami kichu nei vebe chandra er pa e rakhtei ami voi kheye gechi.Ebr bole dile kmn ekta lagbe.Ami hat ta rekhe r sorateo parchina.Sete geche jeno. O tarpor pa ta soriye nilo.Amar turn aste ami khelte laglam.Tar majhe ekbar or dike takalam,dekhlam j o amar dikei takiye ache.Ami vablam ja hoy hobe dekhi to bole abar aste kore hat ta namiye.Abar namiye halka kore bolachilam.O abar soriye nio. Ami abr kichu por. ..S: I won't take no for an answer! I'll pick you up in one hour then. Textme your address. It will be fun, I promise. Bye!!!She hang up on me then and I was again frozen with my phone on my hand,just staring at it. What had I gotten myself into?Some time later I snapped out of it and realized I should get ready. Notknowing what to expert I decided to take a shower and freshen up. I didit in mom?s bathroom and used her special soap, shampoo and conditioner.I felt so soft and smelled so good. “Well I did enjoy the part that came before the pilot called,” She replied.Rather than try to pickup where we left off. I gave her a few friendly kisses while she dressed. When she left she asked “How tied are you to this place?”“Very tied,” I replied.“Well I tried,” she said. “If I had one more hour I could have convinced you.” She walked to her car, then drove away without saying goodbye.I watched her drive away as Hondo walked over to me. I thought it was to console me until I realized he.