One day, I received a call from Ellen. She had joined a campus sorority. The sorority was having their annual dress-up social and she had been stood-u... by the boy who said he would take her. She invited me to take her. I explained that I didn't have any dress clothes with me. (This was true, but I was also concerned what it might do to my reputation if I were to be seen with her.) She said that she understood and invited me over to her room. What could I say? I really felt sorry for her and. Your heart wants love. It will not be refused.’ You gasped and blinked again and placed your hand back on my chest and said, breathily, ‘What does your heart say, Shujin?’ ‘You tell me, Little Love.’ ‘Very well,’ you giggled, and you began, looking down, ‘Then – your heart sings harmony. Or perhaps it is really the melody – the melody – of – of our lives’ ballad – our lives’ duet. Your heart waltzes, Shujin, to a dance of the world, of its stuff –,’ you seemed suddenly far away and said very. “I didn’t actually get her that scarf. She bought it for herself.”“Just by chance?”I had a feeling Lara knew she’d been played. But I had no easy answer.Well, except the truth... But the truth wasn’t quite pleasant, I knew.“I can’t, Lara. It’s Heather’s thing to tell, or ... whatever. I can’t even explain it without saying something. And I’m sorry about the scarf, but I can’t ... say—ugh!”Lara swallowed but said nothing.“I am really sorry,” I muttered. “I want to tell you, but I can’t. I. The legs on that boy were perfect, smooth and looked fantastic, not to muscular, but strong anyway. His scent was intoxicating. His raw and yet somewhat innocent sexuality shown through. Joey’s desire for carnal knowledge through lustful times was evident. His smile was so inviting, and his eyes were windows into his soul for me anyway. Looking at him, I knew he was mine for the taking, and I was going to take him to train him and love him. I guess I must have stood there a bit too long just.