As a result she had done the one thing her deceit had been designed to avert. She lived in mortal fear of the day he would discover what she had done....She wanted to tell him but she knew that the minute she did, the minute Gary found that he could never be free of the SKIN that held him captive her marriage was over. She would spend the rest of her long life not only without him but knowing that she had sentenced him to the same loneliness. The knowledge of her guilt was crushing her. She could. " I said as the tears streamed down my face, "w w what i i f I am r r recognized?"'There is no chance of that with your costume. Even your husband wouldn't recognize you with the mask covering most of your face." she replied. "Now stop uour blubbering and realize you have no choice in this matter. This is really an audition to see how well the audience responds to this type show. If the response is good then you will be doing more of them. If you hesitate in any way then your access to Bruno. So I went up again and came down as quietly as I could, as I arrivedback into the dinning room Aunt Agnes said, "That is better, now sitdown and you can start dinner." I was famished and started to tuck in,when Aunt Claudia, just stopped eating and said to me, "Boy where areyou manners, didn't they teach you anything at the orphanage." I couldonly reply, "No Aunt Claudia, dinner was just served up and we ate it."Aunt Agnes replied, "Boy you have no manners, no decorum, and youclothes look a. ?Do you mind if I stay and chat?? I asked.?You're the boss, it's your house, I can't really stop you,? she replied.?I just don't want to be a nuisance,? I said nervously.?Darlin', you could never be a nuisance,? she replied. I wondered what on earth she meant.And then we chatted, or at least I gabbled away inanely whilst Rhonda got on with digging out the foundations and grunting the occasional reply. All the while I couldn't make head nor tail of this woman working in a man's job; how she was.