" I nodded gloomily. Why I should have feelings for this man who had hurt me so badly, I didn't know, but I did but I guessed he was right. It would h...ve to end. There couldn't be any future in it for us together.That night though I insisted we make love several times but at five in the morning he got up, dressed and kissed me good bye. For an hour I wept but finally got myself together and ready for Jenny to pick me up for work. I couldn't walk without showing some signs of my thrashing but I. But suppose you win one of those "all the fucking money in the world" games. You remember that guy Jack Whittaker? That guy had a bunch of money already. As I understand it, he owned a construction company worth a few million bucks. And the fucking lottery destroyed his life. His granddaughter dead of drugs, himself sued a couple of hundred times, his daughter dead, himself a target of thieves and scammers. That's the kind of shit that nobody needs. Nobody. So if you win the "big one," what do. I let myself relax a little, enjoying the feel of his KY-slick fingers stroking my tender flesh. Ok, ok. I arched my back, taking a deep breath. I felt him press the head of his cock there again. The tip of him was easy at first as it met my soft, puckered opening, but then his engorged flesh stiffened and strengthened, coming up against a tight band of resistance. Ohhhh wait, wait! He stopped, but he didnt pull back this time. I felt my own refusal, my whole body a bright red, flashing neon. Called them cheating bitches etc. Table was closed and security called the main man had to come down and settle it. In the end they settled at half stakes as I had said I was playing a six group but they thought I had gone for red? What they should have realised was that I had been playing groups for 15mins? I got my money and walked away. Got a few yards and a large hand on my shoulder stopped me. It was the crouper who came to say sorry. I turned took his hand in both of mine and said thats.