Saying good-bye was the hardest thing to do. When I’d gone away before, most people in my community had expected me to return, sooner or later, but ...ell and alive. This time it was different. I’d spent almost five months drilling into my people the seriousness of what was about to happen. I’d spoken to everyone about it, and most of them understood that this time I might not come back. It wasn’t something I wanted to think about. I was a trained soldier and I knew the mantra, ‘it was my job to. " I didn't know you had a girlfriend Danny, why didn't you tell me?" I was waiting to see if it got serious before that." Can I see her?" I went on facebook on my phone, my battery was at 40% now so I had to save it with the power out. I pulled up the girl picture. "Wow Danny, I had no idea you liked them like that." The girl I was showing mom was about 250 and very round. "Yeah, like I told you a lot of guys like big girls." Danny I know, but she is really big, she is almost as big as me, you. You use your fingers to hold your labia open just a little and I push my tongue past your clitoris and into the wet folds of them – gently at first, then with more urgency as you open up even more and your lips swell and fill my mouth….Then I move from there, as you sigh with pleasure and return your fingers to their rubbing, pushing your face into the pillow, and again run my tongue up from your clit to your anus and thence up the crack of your bottom to your waist and beyond up the middle of. I just wanted to know if I was the only hold out. It was going to drive me nuts not knowing if they even thought about what might happen. Sometimes I hate being the voice of reason. “Did he even think about it? Wonder how it might end?” I asked not caring if I got answers. “Probably not to both and that is his choice. He lives in the moment like you did at his age,” Aaron said pulling me into his arms. “If you were their age would you think about the consequences? No and you didn’t. Maybe you.