In the older photos, I appeared to be floating on a beam of light.Another thing was that it was difficult to find photos of myself from my first marri...ge, where I wasn’t smiling, and even harder to find an image where I was alone.Aaron was always there beside me, smiling as brightly as I was and in most of them, he was always touching me.Something my granny had once told me came flooding back into my consciousness. “Love doesn’t weigh you down, it lifts you to the heavens,” she’d said.I’d been. He placed his wet cock against my equally wet hole and pushed. Holy crap, the pain was intense. He was so big and hard I nearly pulled away, but I didnt. I stuck with it. ‘Are you ok?’ he whispered in my ear. ‘Yes,’ I groaned and bl**dy hell I meant it. I was starting to enjoy it, the feelings of pain were subsiding to be replaced with a strange pleasant feeling in my tummy. I wanted more and I sucked deeply on the poppers as I started moving with his thrusts. He pulled out of me and roughly. I rolled the pillow case into my bed cover and let it fall to the deck below, a bit to the side where I was coming down. But even with the bed cover cushioning it there was quite a thud when it landed. Well, I had no time to worry about that right now.The rope was next. I tested the connection to the waterline for the fourth or fifth time to see if it was holding. I was surprised at how few butterflies were flying around in my stomach. But it still worried me how to get out of the window. That. ’ ‘And your point is?’ ‘Take a chance. I’m not keeping you from going on a date with another guy while you’re waiting to see what I decide. You get to decide, too. No guarantees but the reward might be big.’ ‘I told you we aren’t talking about sex.’ She grinned this time as she made the remark. Her knees slid from the couch as she stretched her legs. I took advantage of the movement and moved closer to her, taking her hand at the same time. ‘I was wrong in not telling you about my other date.