I was calling to him, “Please, please, please stop, you’re hurting me and choking me. Please don’t do this.”At that, he pulled me up from the ...ed, hurting my arms, threw me over his knees and began spanking me again – harder and longer this time. I was crying loudly. He said to me sternly that I had to be quiet – that he would hurt me more and more if I didn’t shut up. I tried as hard as I could to stop crying, but was unable to keep myself from sobbing and whimpering. That seemed to satisfy. She is a little over weight and hardly has a butt at all. I am 6’2” with short brown hair and hazel eyes and 272 lbs. The last six years Bonnie has been retired but stays home most of the time. She has been divorced for 30 years and has not had a boyfriend in over six years. We have not had a problem talking freely to one another about anything when she comes over. She mostly wears these summer dresses. Nothing form fitting, but very minimal clothing items. Any time she comes over the first. She was always near to me so I could see her juicy body often. She had no thought that her own son was having such lewd thoughts for her.Though I desperately wanted to fuck her and to put my fat cock in her, but still it was all fantasy for me and I had no courage to do anything. /Further I didn’t know her thoughts and as she was a very religious and orthodox church going lady , I think even if she come to know of my views for her, surely she will be totally pissed off and angry with me. So I. Ordered a drink and felt conspicuous. Three drinks later it was 11 and the place began to hop. By that time there were about 25 or 30 TS and Shemales in the place. I learned later that many of them were hustlers giving $15 blowjobs to unsuspecting johns. It the john wanted to fuck they would plead they were in the middle of their period.Being the only unabashedly male in the place I attracted some attention. Hooked up with a young TS. She was presentable, appeared clean and spoke English. .