"I knew all that and was stupid enough to question you."The only thing I can offer in defense is that I've never had anyone who I could depend upon in...my life other than my parents. I've never had a boy friend or a lover. Al, I've never even had a real girl friend. Help me! I need to learn to trust. I want to be a good wife and lover to you. Help me!" She put her head in my lap crying. I held onto her gently caressing her cheek with one hand.After a moment, I gently pulled her up and sat her in. Then one night it was nearly early morning I awoke with cramps all overmy body centering in my stomach I knew this had to be the time I lay theretrying to ignore them. When the bell went for breakfast I got dressed wentto the bathroom then instead of filing downstairs with the others I went backto bed and undressed again, the cramps where getting worse by know they feltlike I was being crushed I stood up but it didn't help so I knelt on my bedmy arms resting on the wall and waited for each one. And because of this, the urge to go out in the nude had reached a point that I couldn't deny it any longer. Thinking about where I could do it, I thought about some woods that I knew in the vicinity. However, it had to be one where almost no people came. And then it hit me. As a young kid, I had sometimes played in a wooded area not too far away, and in all the time that I and my friends had been there, we never had seen anyone else around. Next to it, you had a soccer club, but when there was. She leaned into him, as if to tell him something personal. He leaned closer to hear what she had to say. As soon as he was close enough, she pulled a junkie’s syringe from the pocket of her coat… thank God her contact hadn’t failed her. She plunged it into the guard’s flabby arm and pushed the milky fluid down. “What the-“ He was out before he could finish his sentence. He’d be out for at least three of four hours. Just long enough for her to finish her job, or be caught. She rounded the desk.