I wanted to lift my shirt and see that he was once there. That he had broken me and bruised me. That he had used my body for every filthy fucking thi...g he wanted. The radio suddenly became clear. The DJ was shouting about best hits and what was going to be played next and I noticed my cigarette had burned to the filter. I tossed it out the window and realized I had made it to a whole new town in a matter of minutes. The sun was starting to fade into the clouds. Snuggling into the horizon and. Cindy grinned. Well now Im definitely not, and she pushed away from Reggie and glided towards me. My lady! Reggie exclaimed, and he grabbed her foot before she swam out of his reach. Cindy shrieked playfully. Finally, Cindys sister Claire seemed to warm up to me, and she joined in, grabbing Cindys other leg and pulling her back. Eek! Save me! cried Cindy, and she reached her hand out towards me. I smiled. Ill save you fair maiden! I cried, pushing some man into my voice. I pushed away from the. I almost resented her a little for it, but always knew that she was out of my league. I hoped and aspired for something I clearly could not have.I phoned Sarah when I got home. She sounded happier than I was feeling and said she wished she could be with me but I was glad her parents had grounded her, as I simply couldn't face her bubbly demeanour. I loved her for it, but I needed someone to talk to who knew me. I needed a Paula or a Ray but Paula was in Bournemouth and Ray came with Donna.I. Tentative at first, I quickly became bolder and bolder with how I massaged and tugged on it. It didn’t exactly slow me down that he urged me on with fervor.As I had begun jerking the top and shaft of with both my hands, under increasingly eager encouragement and praise from my stepdad, I rarely managed to look at anything else than his bulging tool in my small hands. With the way that it seemingly throbbed, as if it had a heartbeat of its own, I could relate to his earlier words of piled up.