I laughed; “And you are so dense that after three snubs you don’t understand that I do not desire to talk to you.” I kicked back at her.Then I s...w the start of some tears. “I don’t mean to make you cry, but I just want to be left alone. Don’t you understand?”“Yes, I understand that part just not why you feel that way. I really want to get to know you better, and you seem so sad some times. If you don’t want me as a friend at least, I won’t come back again.”“As a friend, I can live with that.. ” I read it to her, pushed send, and put the phone back on my nightstand. This time, she was really pounding on my arm and told me to give the damn phone back to her! Finally, she got a text back. “Baby, you’re making me so hot! Not sure if I can wait.” I snuggled in with my beautiful wife, thinking that I had accomplished exactly what I intended, and we finally went to sleep in each others arms. That night, I dreamed about Michelle and Alec all those years ago in Kodiak. After having written. "Say I give you twenty dollars, you suck me off and then I'll get you that coffee". Whether such a request or suggestion was standard in her life or whether she was so eager for some sort of companionship and nourishment, he had no idea but her reply did take him back a bit. Without hesitation she said. "All right!"He was very good at hiding emotions so he showed no surprise at her answer and just told her to follow him. "I have to open up for a class I'm doing", he said as he unlocked the door. I’d just gotten to the stage where I wasn’t getting nauseous and I didn’t want to backslide.I looked up, hearing footsteps pelting on the stairs and Lana appeared a second later wearing a long sleep-shirt. Her hair was a tangled mess, but she didn’t appear to notice and I didn’t mention it. She came over to kiss me deeply before she went to gather her own breakfast. “I was worried I’d missed you,” she said, sitting next to me to eat.I blushed, but grinned at her. “Seems fair. I ALWAYS miss.