I never felt that kind of sexualattention from anyone and I was secretly becoming addicted to the thrillof wearing woman's clothes. My thoughts would...drift to it at everywaking moment. I tried to bury myself in "normal" activities with my old friends but Iwas like a sleepwalker going through the day. They were happy to see mebut my brain could not keep up with what they cared about. Throughoutthe day my imaginings would be interrupted by "Riley, you there?" caughtagain not tracking the. . it must be wonderful to sail here and walk up the beach to a table. can u imagine? Steven... we'll do it one day I promise. Suzie... I do love you Steven its been a wonderful holiday. Steven... well let's celebrate a new dream with a good bottle of wine. The waiter returns takes the wine order and leaves them the menu. After a few glasses of wine they order another bottle and Steven sits there looking at the view, the view of his wife. there's no question about it she is a beauty. He is. Uski nazar bhoto nasheela thi kisi ko b seduce kar de.Mera office jane ka time aur uske ladke ka school ka time same tha.Mein roj vo jab door open karke bahar jane lagti hai tab hi office k liye nikalta aur uska gand dekh k khush hota aur muuth marta.Ek din jab ye routine chal raha tha to mein stair pe ussey aage jane k bahane uski gaand ko mere haath se brush kar k gaya. Aur uska reaction dekh ne k liye peechey muda to usne muje ek normal smile di. Mein saathvey aasman pe tha.Aab mein ye roj. The pictures I took in the room will be gone forever by tomorrow night. You have my word, and I won’t let you down, if only because I would never do anything to harm you. I promise.I’ll delete mine too by tomorrow. Love and hugs from me, Maggie xxxMy head was spinning as I read the messages. I thought I would be able to cope, but I was struggling to process it all. Seeing the passion and apparent affection between them in these messages hurt; it felt like physical pain. As I thought about.