Louise like lots of teens at first found friend for steady adapts and adops to the same fancies as he.Louise like lots of teens at first found friend ...ollows his steps. And joins him at weekends for travels.Louise likes a lot the international sub-culture of Go-players in Amsterdam and abroad for reporting.Louise likes a lot the co-operation like in making the bi-monthy magazine GO just around the corner.Louise likes life like this as she feels at the centre of a web of a few friends & quite. That’s what it was like. I felt betrayed. Why did she not share her interest with me? In fact betrayal is not the worst if. Insulted is the word, insulted! I found an hour in the afternoon to read NaughtyGirlie’s first story which was entitled ‘Heavy Hand of The Boss’ in which the central character, a secretary, who arrives late each day and messes up here and there, is called into the manager’s office, given a dressing down and the option of being spanked or being sacked. The spanking is opted. I laid on the side of the bed and her daughter at the center and she on the other side of the bed. I was thinking of her big boobs and my penis got erected. I could not sleep at all. I was nervous but gathered some courage and slowly touched her foot with my foot.There was no response and denial. Slowly I stared to massage her feet and no response! I decided to go for the big one, now my feet was resting on her thigh It was very difficult to touch her thigh since the baby was sleeping in. It is so sudden and so violent that it scares the crap out of me. Actually that's a lousy expression. Almost everybody who's afraid they're going to die closes up. You couldn't have pulled a straight pin out of my asshole with a tractor. There is nothing going in or out of me, not even breath, except for what I can see and show with my eyes.I know I'm looking into the eyes of a man who could kill, a man who probably has. He's searching for something in my eyes. Maybe judgement. Maybe derision..