If you’re thinking, what use is a perv who just does it in his pants – well that’s what I always thought too. I thought girls would be disgusted...and despising. Some actually were to me, but it’s very unlikely they knew I’d actually cum in my pants watching them. Back in those days attitudes to sex were very different to now, and girls wouldn’t even use that word in polite company. But they knew a ‘creep’ when they saw one (I never did anything nasty), a bloke like me who could never talk to. ’ Her face blanched at that comment but she continued on, ‘Steven I still love you, but Roger, well, he touches me in an emotional way that you never have. I love him Steven. I never wanted it to happen and I never asked for it, but it did happen. He makes me so happy Steven and I truly want to be with him. I wish I could do this without hurting you Steve but that would be impossible.’ She just stared at me awkwardly, I could only assume she was hoping for some reply or maybe some absolution. He had gotten so carried away with the prospects it had escaped his notice that it would be inappropriate to do at his daughter's wedding. My mother tried hard to sell it, but it was pretty clear she didn't believe him either.I told her to let him know how much I appreciated his understanding. I doubt she believed me any more than she believed him. She seemed to be satisfied that everything had been resolved.It hadn't.I told Jeff to take a load off. We had a little more to discuss."Mom, how. This blue eyed girl kept rubbing Calvin’s shoulders and he asked,“What’s your name?”“It’s Jina, who are you?”“I’m Calvin. Why are you rubbing me, not that I mind.”“I thought you were sexy and I had to start rubbing you, I’m sorry it was instinct.”“Alright, keep on doing it.”Jina kept massaging Calvin but then suddenly, she started making out with Calvin’s neck.“Come down in the water if you want to make out”, Calvin said.Jina slipped into the water and took her top off. They started making out.