When the door eventually opened and she emerged I expected her to have fully dressed in privacy but I saw that she was still dressed in just her PJ to... and the same blue panties. 'She will grab clean stuff and go back in' I thought and then watched with some disbelief as she closed the door behind her."You finally awake then, sleepyhead?" she asked and I expected her to suggest that I use the bathroom so as she could get dressed, but, "Any chance of you getting up sometime today?" she went on. Ugh!" A second wave tore through my chest, I closed my eyes against the pain and I could see paramedics working on someone. I recognized the equipment and knew they were using a defibrillator on her, trying to get her heart started again. One of them hit a button and as her body jerked another wave ripped through me. My vision swam and I seemed to be falling into her. I heard a beep and then it was gone and I was back in my kitchen on my hands and knees, my father beside me trying to help hold. I bet Mom and Dad wouldn’t think it was as neat as I did.”She was up in his face in a moment, “Okay little brother, you know they better not find out about this. What’s the payoff?”He grinned, “Now we’re talking. I’ve heard about blowjobs but never had one. You know how to do them?” She knelt down and unzipped him and that was the best damn thing that ever happened to his pecker.Ralphie thanked her politely, something he didn’t always do as a little brother, but this was special. “That takes. Curious what that look was all about – I assumed he had another wry, funny story about one of his sexual conquests or failures – I asked, “Hey, what’s up with you?”But he cocked his head and spoke into my ear, "I'm just deciding which straight boy I'm gonna' take home and turn gay tonight". Then he calmly scanned the room as if he was really pondering the choice.I just stood there, dumbstruck by his filthy declaration. My mouth opened to speak but I was unable to form a sentence. What the hell.