She would be angry with me – but I didn’t care.Chapter 2Sophie didn’t come home the next day, or the next, so I was left to stew in frustration....I was so confused by the events of the other night that my work was suffering. In fact the work was not going well. I found it hard to concentrate, and found myself listening out for Sophie rather than thinking about the job. Crawford was getting angry with me and we had a few blazing rows. ‘You are worse than useless as an editor’ he stormed. . love you?" Ronnie was surprised at that demand. "What do you mean, love you?" Just what it sounds like Miss Veronica," the maid told her. "I want to taste zat beautiful pussy of yours. Ze one zat you let zose bastard boys play with last night."To learn that her own maid was a girl lover shocked Veronica. She had been undressing in front of her for years now. And the thought that Monique was getting turned on by that gave her a sick feeling at the pit of her stomach.Mind you, her first lesbian. Are you satisfied now?”She sat there with her mouth open. When she finally said something she said, “There has been no lover, I have been faithful, I’m just tired of the arguing, and the fact that you left our bed.”“Now wait just a GOD DAMN minute. Every argument except my moving into the guest house was started by you. How many times have you told me I was a piece of shit for not giving you what you want. How many times in the past months have you told you’re not in the mood to make love. How. “I want to know you inside and out.” I could picture him laying me down slowly and following me, making sweet, passionate lo-- My brain froze and I remembered the last time I fell into any kind of emotion like that for a man. I ended up shattered and crying in my shower. I was out of his arms and almost to the parkinglot before I could think and play it cool. My arms went around my chest to hug me and I could feel myself shaking. Tears were in my eyes and all I could think was that I needed to.