Pure. We filled each other with lust and joy. Much later, we were luxuriating in the walk-in marble shower in the master bedroom. We had rinsed off in...the shower in the cellar, but it only had cold water. In the master bath, we had multiple shower heads, copious amounts of hot water, and rich lather from expensive smelling soap. Long after our bodies were clean, we continued to enjoy the slippery feel of soapy skin. “Daddy, do you think I should burn all of the stuff in that room?” she asked.. ” As I stood in the steam and wet of the shower I took deep breaths and tried to calm down. Time to admit it to myself. I’m scared. At least a little bit. But I’m also very excited: maybe too excited. Glancing down at myself I wonder if maybe I should do something to make sure things don’t end too quickly. No, I think she would be upset if she knew and I don’t know how she won’t figure it out. I get a hard-on just kissing her so I’m sure it will seem odd if I don’t respond the way I did last. After I walked in past her she shut and locked the door behind us. She spread the towel on her bed and laid on it face down saying, "Just start with my big butt."I climbed onto the bed, straddled her legs down around her knees, opened the oil and drizzled some back and forth across her cheeks. With one hand on each cheek I began to massage the oil into her skin, moving my hands around as I did and letting my thumbs caress the length of her crack from thighs to top as I moved my hands up her. But I couldn’t blame her. Training that evening was really rigorous. I turned off the lights.It’s worth noting that my bed is a single bed. She faced the opposite direction, and I was almost spooning her. I saw her body expand and contract as she breathed in and out. I could see her black bra straps under the strings of her tank top. I wanted this girl so fucking bad.15 minutes passed, and I thought she was asleep. My heart stopped racing. And conceded that nothing would happen and decided to.