“You know I don’t care about that stuff. I just couldn’t believe she admitted to it – in public! How embarrassing for Mark.”“Maybe Mark do...sn’t care if people know,” I said. “What would he like about gay porn?” Sonia asked.“I don’t know. Probably just the taboo idea of it. I mean, you know guys like their asses played with when girls are going down on them.”Sonia stared at me. “Have you ever watched gay porn before?”I could always be honest with Sonia – she never judged me. “Yeah, I’ve seen it. Her husband threw a couple good shots when he went up there. I watched it while I ate lunch. She chided him for not trying to take the headshots. “Second place is still a loser, Michael!” she warned him as she clenched her teeth around the handle of the bucket in her mouth.Stefan went up to throw on his mother, but she told him to go sit back down. “You can throw beanbags at me later! This is mommy’s competition,” she said.Stefan looked dejected. He didn’t want to hit his mother with beanbags.. And, while small children may not have sharp teeth or claws, they can be just as careless and enthusiastically unthinking as any other young animal. Back at Thanksgiving, Ben had crawled across my lap as I sat on the couch, and his knee had gone exactly where I didn’t want it – and he was several pounds heavier now... It was a matter of seconds – and another two impatient rattles of the handle – for us to pull on our shorts and sleep shirts and unlock the door to admit two over-excited. Understand?"I was sobbing at that point. "I understand. Please...I'll do anything youwant."Garrity nodded, then stood. "Good. I'll have the deputy bring you thesuit in the morning. We'll meet here and go into court together. Rememberwhat I told you." He patted me on the back and opened the door. Thedeputy walked in and cuffed me before he led me back to my cell.TwoAt that age, I didn't care much for suits. The one Garrity provided forme fit good enough, but I felt like the tie was choking me. I.