I would have no clue that this right here would break us apart for nearly good. I went home and cried, I'll admit it. I was scared.Luckily for me I to...d her I would not Have sex with her unless she was on birth control. She wanted to fuck before birth control and I told her no, the condom might break then I'd be screwed is what I thought. I waited and she waited till she was on birth control, And the wait was well worth it. The birth control worked and she wasn't pregnant. I was lucky, she. Now you don't wantthat do you. Trust me went I say worse for you.? On my way to the bedroom I felt the reality hit me I was here and there wasnothing I could do about it. I started to cry. I stopped at the bathroom towash my face. I was not going to let him see me cry. He didn't deserve thesatisfaction. When I made it to the room, the door was shut. I knock he toldme to come in. When I walk in there were all kinds of thing lying on the bedvibrators, whips, cuffs, butt plugs, and all kinds of. . as the Inmates peeping in... through the half opendoor... guffaw... "stoopid white bitch... shee mus' reelly won't datjob"... making dirty comments... about everything they're seeing...their eyes... glued to the sordid scene... right in front of them...making no bones... or perhaps... plenty of bones... as their dirtyhands... rather obtrusively... and openly... slide down the fronts...of their dirty trousers... or down inside... their loose... basketballshorts... and begin playing with. Her long auburn hair framed a pretty face. I had always fancied her but had never even dreamed that she could be interested in women. She'd shown no sign of being attracted to me, yet Lena seemed to ring her bell well enough.Lena said in her e-mail to me that she was going to e-mail Sophie and ask her round tonight for a meal and drinks, at her place. The idea was that Lena would soften her up with a take-away and wine first, and then once I had arrived, we could take her in to the bedroom and.