” I look at you, still a little groggy and say “Why Nikki, I’ll behave myself.” You smile and say “Just do it Mattie, I know you’ll behave...yourself, you’re a good boy”. You see I'm nervous, but I put my hand behind my back as you take the cuffs and start to fasten the first one. You continue “You are a good boy, but I’m afraid you might not like what I’m doing as much as I do and I have to make sure you stay good” as you snap the second one in place. You see me look nervous and I ask, “What do. ” “It is the least I can do,” he replied, smiling. The least I can do? Wondering at his odd remark I walked around willing the numbness from my unfit body. A few slow careful stretches later Martin quietly called. “Here we go all. Breakfast is ready. Come and get it.” Moving towards him, the horrified look on Blondie’s face caused a bubble of giggling to erupt from me. “Before we eat, Lorrie, there’s something I need to help you with. Hold still.” She yelped as I held her lopsided eyelash. " she saidI didn't know what to do. I was caught wearing my mum's knickers and here she was telling me it was okay. "I don't know what to say, mum. I haven't done this before." Oh, you haven't have you?" She stayed close to me as she smiled. "I have found my underwear rearranged in my draw a few times recently darling." Oh, ok, I guess I have tried them once or twice." I admitted.She said, "It's okay. You should enjoy it." She really shocked me then. She took her hand from my shoulder and ran. ."I don't know, Molly. I can find somewhere else to live." Oh, no! That's not what I meant at all. Let me tell you what I've been thinking." Molly recounted Curt's call, her writing, and her thoughts about Lisa's credibility."I know you're amazed by it, Lisa, but you have tremendous credibility with teens. I hope that you can reconcile for your own sake, believe me. But think of the impact your reconciliation story could have on other wounded families." But the Program wasn't the only problem.