A feeling that time is running out and dumped twice by Moody during the summer but asked back on each occasion to which I had said yes – I love her ...ut my loyalty and devotion seem to count for nothing. Hedonism is all I appear to have left. Or is that just an excuse for my immoral behaviour? Do I believe my own lies in order to really deceive others more skilfully? I’m having a mid-life crisis. Fack. My whole life has been a facking crisis: c***dhood anxiety giving way to teenage angst. I pick. Jasmine was a rebel in this adventure, and i wished I could be like the wild child she was. Since we both were 19 years old and under age of 21. She found a place to get a fake I.D, and since this was my first time been on my own I got one too. We found a local bar that was 2 blocks away from the school, and we sat down to drink a cold beer. I found out that Jasmine had drank alcohol before so she gave me some pointers on drinking, and then she told me about herself and all the freedom she been. We weremeeting after lunch in the boardroom, my mind races.As we discuss business in the boardroom I burst out we need more diversityas partners, we need a woman as a named partner. The other two looked atme surprised and said, sure but where did this come so abruptly.Guys I have been wanting to tell you this for years, I have been living alife as a female most of my days away from the office. I have had thesefeelings for most of my life.My partners smiled at me and said, good for you, good for. I could not resist, I plowed right in and began rubbing her pussy, through the wet fabric of her Bikini panties.She moaned, leaned her head back and ran her fingers though my damp, matted hair as the Jacuzzi water churned and bubbled and frothed up all about us.After a few minutes of getting her pussy wet and moist with a discharge from her stimulated clitoris –she tugged me out of the Jacuzzi to roll out onto the wet ground with her. She flipped around and mounted me in 69.No sooner had I.