I tried to get up and get her towel, and Chelsea, coming down from her glow asked me another question. “Daddy, do you masturbate after you watch me ...um?” I almost lied, but then realized that it would do no good. She knew the truth, and I had always been truthful to her.“Yes, sweetheart; I can’t help it because you turn me on so much watching you do it I have to relieve myself.”She got a huge smile on her face and told me she was glad. She knew I missed mom, and now she understood part of what. It was an all-inclusive with the wedding for the first Friday afternoon, Saturday and Sunday. Then they left that resort and spent Sunday through Sunday at the all-inclusive with clothing optional pool the rest of the time. She sent me pictures of them at tourist points and on the beach. It is still very strange to see her like this. The funny thing THEY ended up buying her a metal ring that looked like a collar. She wore it for the trip and had a tan ring around her neck. Still has a faint. I live in the maid's apartment over the garage," I said to correct his thinking. He followed me up the stairs, then into the small apartment.I looked it over complete then said aloud, "Well it is the right size for you." Then he laughed. He brought his folding suitcase up the stairs with him. It was the kind that bulged on both sides. In the Air Force we called them B4 bags. I have no idea why. I had seen him move it from his company SUV.From that bag he removed an instrument of some kind. He. What had seemed excruciatingly painful at first was now a warm envelope of intense feeling, sending her into a disconnected state of simultaneous totality and nothingness... She caught fleeting glimpses of recognizable forms, brief images of familiar people, places and things in her delirium. She started feeling sensations of being pulled somewhere, but with no indication of where she was heading; unable to exert any conscious control over her body, she simply went with the flow.Tonya realized.