I made sure to put on my blonde wig again as well as my breast forms and my mom put on one of those bowler derby hats to help hide our real genders.We...hopped in the car with our bags and drove 3 hours until we reached the spa. It was a very large place and we could already see other cross dressers and womrn walking in. I took a few deep breathes and my mom rubbed my thigh.“Alright Missy it’s time to get pampered!” She said in a cheerful and excited voice.We got out and got our bags and walked. I had been so good about avoiding the temptation ofplaying with my female body for so long. Why was I now failing atresisting those urges? What had changed? I couldn't hold myself backany longer and I let my hands walk across my chest and into my crotchwhere they played with my body parts. My male mind screaming to stop,then overcome with pleasure, it stopped resisting.As I laid there rubbing my vagina through my tights I wondered if I hadlost the fight against my female mind and body. I. Ifeel for her, Anna is judge so harshly for her looks. There is nothingwrong with how she looks. I tell her time and time again if I was awoman I would be happy looking like her. I tell her who cares what otherpeople think about looks, you are a great person.I wish more people knew Anna like I do. She is a wallflower, anintrovert. It is not her real personality, it is from not wanting to berejected. Once she is self-assured where she is at, Anna is the life ofthe party. It is great to be around. .. "Pete- I bought this some you can fuck me in the ass and in my pussy at the same time. Julie" She even drew a little devil with horns after her name. Of course my cock was like a rock at that point, and I was thinking about what I had gotten myself in to. The ride to her apartment took ten excruciating minutes, and by the time we reached her door I was hard enough to knock down a brick wall. I couldn't keep my hands off of her. She smelled like lilacs, which she of course knows is my.