.he had ripped my shirt off. I tried to back away and ask why when he pulls my head up to look at him then I saw the look in his eyes. Primal...needy....He was going to take me weather I said yes or no. It scared me at the same time excited me.I just stood there staring at him not know what to say or do. I felt him let him let go of my hair. Then he pushes me down on the bed and took my shorts and underwear off. I started to scoot away but he grabs me and told me to stay. Then he was on top of me. But there is an ease and comfort when you return home. It is where you belong. You don’t ditch that for the excitement of the vacation experience.” “There’s always the temptation, though. Avoiding the emotional attachments, the relationship elements would seem to remove that temptation.” “But it sucks, Kevin. It really does. You wouldn’t know about that. I know you and Cary have been exclusive until Drew and I came along. But I’ve been there. Caring adds a level of desire that really enhances. Mommy Jewel, unlike my own home, wore a dress and shoes at home. Mommy Jewel enforced her command, reminding Brandi to keep her legs open as Brandi tinkled in the toilet. After that, Brandi used the bidet. I needed to urinate next. Brandi didn't need urging to watch."I never liked you," Brandi hissed when we were alone for a moment."Acknowledged," for some reason I was hurt. "However, you are out of luck. I gave up on killing you. I failed in my duties as Special Security Officer and you gave. With his family’s encouragement, he’d gotten through that first year and started showing the kind of results everyone expected. Even by the time I met him, though, midway through our junior year, he was still something of a social outcast, although his academic record had earned him plenty of respect. I asked him about it, and he just shrugged. ‘It ain’t easy,’ he said. ‘But that’s life.’ I would soon come to find out that was his stock phrase for explaining the unexplainable. He said it was.