It all seemedsurreal, yet very painful.I dosed back off again.As the sun came up, it shined in through the blinds in the den, acrossthe couch where I ...aid, and onto my face. As I blinked my eyes and satup, I glanced at the clock ? 6:45am.The TV was still on quietly. As my head cleared of the sleepy cobwebs,the program on TV went silent between commercials, and I could make outthe sound of my girlfriend upstairs talking. Not clearly enough to makeout the words, just that "Charlie Brown" kind of. Well even a rough start I started to really enjoy myself? Rob was in heaven, calling me dirty names told me I must have done this before, nope first for me, well great, that nice BB I’m going to want to try, soon. Well sucked him off we 69 later, it was time for Mom on the way out. Hi Boy’s What’s up, I see you been showing Greg a few moves, busted I thought, Rob quick thinking Yea, he is going to be a good wrestler like me, a lot more lessons ok buddy he said. Yes, like tomorrow the Hinny lick. I had no other words, and so, sat there, stoking her, comforting her, until she finally sat up, wiping tears from her still downcast eyes. I put my hand back onto the mass of fingers and toes, and squeezed reassuringly.“You ignored me on the way home” she said through crying gasps, “and then…when you walked past me in the hall…I…” she trailed off, her crying returning in earnest.“I was just embarrassed” I said, reaching for her chin, and turning her face up so she could see me. “You guys were. ”“Baby I am too.”“That makes me feel a little better but I don’t think I’m ready.”“What, don’t you like what I’m doing to you?”“No not that, I love what your doing, it’s that I’m not really ready to lose my virginity yet.”I had no other choice than to respect her decision. As much as I wanted to have her I had to restrain myself. “Alright then if that’s how you feel.”“O I’m sorry baby but I can help you relieve yourself from this.” She looked down at my hard on and then back to me.Well at least.