I was in the home office we had which was one of the four bedrooms. Ellen had an antique desk that had been in her family for several generations. It ...as a large secretary desk with the fold down writing surface, ornate carvings inside at the top two inches, and many cubby holes to store writing materials and such. Ellen had her laptop that she carried to and from work for many years which now stayed at home there, as she had a new one for work that was much smaller. She was now the personal. Honestly I could of used a couple Ibuprofen right then. The way I was feeling, I was only too willing to let them do all of the thinking right now."Ok Mom, we are obviously buried and based on the stale air, even with the storm raging above us, we still are going to need to dig out enough to allow air down to us. When the storm is over, we will also need to set an emergency flag on the highway so someone can find evidence that we are down here."Alexi nodded in agreement. "That sounds like a. "Ugh..it's just that i have always thought of you as my younger sister and what happened that day is making me feel guilty.I am not embarassed at giving oral to you,don't think like that for one moment ".I replied Rachael stood up from the bed,preparing to leave the room and said "I am sorry,it's all my mistake.I asked you to do that and now you are feeling guilty just because of me but it's just that...ugh...never mind,i am really sorry".Rachael turned to leave when i interrupted her. ”“Experiment? Are you crazy?”“No. She’s going to get this kind of experience sooner or later. All girls do. I’d rather she get it with someone I trust.”“Okay. I’m going to have my mental breakdown, now,” I said. “I think I want to do that at home, though. If I don’t call you in the morning, could you send an ambulance over? Tell them to bring a straitjacket.”“It’s not that bad,” said Hannah. “I realize things are happening very quickly, but we’ve also wasted a lot of time, Bob. I don’t want to.