I needed. I wanted. To see that again. So I quickly made my way out of the house and into street, at 2-3am my street was deserted and silent not sole ...bout no cars, no one! The perks of living in suburbs. I slowly made my way to where they were parked as I approached it, I ducked low and crouched down as low as i could behind all the parked cars and continued to slowly walk towards the pale blue Vauxhall Astra Van. I couldn't tell at that moment in time if it was the van that was shaking or it. Aaron broke the kiss this time, gasping and pulling off Jack's shirt."J, I've wanted to do this longer than you know. Yes, I'm completely fucking sure about this."Aaron pushed Jack back on the floor, pulling off his belt and half unzipping his pants as he did. Jack closed his eyes and let him, fingers feeling for Aaron's free hand as he eased his boxers down. Aaron sat still for a second, staring down at his best friend, at a man he'd once called his brother but discarded that term, feeling it. But that night, alone, in bed, he quietlycried himself to sleep. Why couldn't he have the pretty doll he reallywanted? Because he was a boy? If that was the case, he prayed to God that hewould wake up a girl. He wanted to keep wearing girl's clothes, and playingwith girl's things. Most of all, he wanted to grow up to be a beautiful wifeand mother. Just like his own momma.It was a prayer he was to offer up every night for the next 73 years......November 7th, 1918Near Verdun, FrancePeace! Peace. And I was adoring and loving everything he did. His hands running up and down my thighs, his fingers wedging themselves into the crack of my ass, his lips sucking the skin on my hairline. It was total bliss.But when his hands began to un-zip the zipper on the back of my dress, I became concerned. Unfortunately, it wasn’t what he was doing but what others in the darkened room would see. My speech slurred I asked if there was anywhere other, we could go. He took my hand leading me into a storage.