But that night I was exhausted, and leaving so late clackstons hardware was only visible by the neon letters. The parking lot was pitch black. Since I... so used to the walk I never even noticed this until it was to late. I had my headphones on before I left the hotel, so maybe if I hadn't I might have heard him walking up to me. I might have been able to run. Thinking about it laughing I never even had the chance to scream. Ahh well shit happens right?! Anyway I knew I was through the parking. I preferred the midwives to most of the physicians of the day, because the midwives were more fastidious. Clean sheets, hot water and soap, even the use of alcoholic spirits to clean their hands, and the inevitable rips and tears that came with the entry of a new babe into the world seemed to me to have a beneficial effect on the survival rate of their patients.Most of the physicians of the time thought differently and found my own desire for cleanliness to be laughable. I would reply to their. “Hello, Simon,” Ray growled. “Going somewhere?” At that moment, Angel looked back and screamed. I thought Ray was going to shoot her. “Both of you! Get down below and shut up.”“There’s no need to be so nasty, Ray,” I said. “It’s good to see you, too.”“Right,” he said. “I’ll take the boat from here. Just get below and don’t either of you stick your head out before I tell you. There’s no reason for a lot of people to get hurt.”Pretty gruff if you ask me. The Ray Hawkins I’d met on Ambergris Caye. Meri taraf dekh k hasne lagi adhera hone laga to mene komal ko padad kar park me piche ki taraf le gaya or usse french kiss karne laga vo bhi mera pura sath de rahi thi or me uske top ke upar se hi uske moome daba raha tha ye meri pahli kiss thi or me aap sab ko bata nahi sakta k e moon light me kis karne ka kitna maja aata hai,fir hum dono ghar pe aa gaye,jab hum ghar pe pahunche to mummy or papa dono taiyar ho k bathe the or unho ne hame kaha ke papa ke friend ki tabiyat kharab hai to vo.