"I sat on the edge of the bed. "I told you, blame Zev. He even tried to get a peek at me naked, I think. Got an eyeful of Alistair instead."He groaned...again. "I didn't need to know that!"I laughed. "If I can handle the thought of you and Zev, you can cope with me and Alistair. Hey, at least we're going to be legitimate, one of these days..." Zev and I are as legitimate as we're likely to get." I know. Stupid. Why won't the Chantry let two men marry? No one else gets their knickers in a knot. His finger moved in and out of me just like a cock, but somehow it was never the same. I missed that bulbous head at the top of it, the slap of balls against my asshole, and the depth of penetration. Jack sensed that. "How would you like to sit on my lap?" Oh, I'd love to!" Like a happy little girl I bounced up on his lap and hugged him tightly about his neck as he aimed his cock at my pussy. The remnants of the ointment helped to pave the way for his entrance, the battering Uncle Marvin had. I didn't want it to end. At that moment I felt something that transcended the sex. We had finally made an emotional connection and it felt so good. I had missed having this feeling for so long I couldn't remember when it stopped being a part of my life. I led Lucy back into my bedroom and we sat on the bed, just gazing into each other's faces. Our hands drifted to touch our bodies, softly and without the need for urgency. She ran her hands through my hair as I caressed her shoulders. After a. Ellen said, "Wow. That really makes a difference. You have some nicegirls now....You know, I am through and it's time for you to go but you are going tolook a little silly in the same clothes you walked in wearing. If youwant I can see if anyone has something you can borrow to go homein...maybe a simple sweater and pants that match your face and body alittle better?"I just wanted to get the hell home and start my week of hell but maybeEllen was right. It might be less conspicuous if I had some.