Horror? amazement? confusion? I don't know, but he was literally looking at me like I was his dead grandma risen from the grave holding a plate of fuc...ing cookies. He still said nothing but stared at me, so I quickly turned around out of the kitchen and ran to my boyfriend's room. "Holy shit. Holy. Shit. Holy. Mother. Fucking. Shit." Kept racing through my head in a constant loop with other profanities. I fell face down into the bed and tried to refrain from screaming. My emotions and hormones. I cant stay after school, I have to work! You should have thought about that before you slept in my class. Its either detention after school or go to the principal and face possible suspension. The possibility of suspension was more than enough to keep me quiet. I was devastated. Never in my four years of high school have I ever had detention. I was a good kid and made good grades. Why was Mr. Sullivan being so hard on me? One thing was for certain, I was not looking forward to staying after. I was conscious about my diet so that I do not add additional flesh on my hips. I always got a good male attention on road or at any gathering, which I could sense, though I was pretty conservative in dressing. In that sense I was very shy regarding these matters, which was really due to my upbringing and the small town we lived in. I was adequately gifted by god at proper places in my body though with somewhat heavy bottoms. I was pretty active and fit with regular menses. Rajesh took me to a. "Don't you think I want to be there for Cindi"? She looked like she was going to cry, and Victoria never cries. My heart melted; I loved this woman so much, how could I even think of implying what I did?"I'm sorry, honey, I didn't mean that, I was just ... I don't know why I said it. I know you love the girls as much as I do. I'm sorry, it's been a very trying couple of days." The smile she gave me was forgiveness enough.The other reason I had been so short with her was I also had to be out of.