It had surprised him though that Lindsay had been fondling him. She had been very shy and kind of backward in coming forward in their early days toget...er. Obviously, she had been in exploratory mood as well. Though surprised and hurt he was also excited. Both he and Clive had one thing in common at that moment; they were both sporting bulges in their trousers. However, Clive’s was much more prominent; which was probably the reason that Lindsay’s hand had been inside his pants. “Clive will be. It took a moment to work-out the logistics but by resting my weight on his uplifted thigh I achieved better leverage, balance and control. I could fuck him properly – like he did to me. I fucked him with the long deep strokes which he had begged for. “I think I’m gonna cum,” he whimpered. “You’re hitting-off something inside me.” I took hold of his cock with my right hand and wanked him with the same long strokes with which I was penetrating his arse. He tensed and looked down at his cock, just. I was never ready for school to start and in particular, this year. I hated change in a very general fashion. It was just that I treasured security, and insecurity so often hovered ominously around change. Last year I was the one who knew all the ropes, the tricks for surviving, the idiosyncrasies of the teachers, the places in the building where you could be ‘out of sight’ if you chose to be. Now, I was a freshman again. And that was irritating as well. I was not a ‘man’ by any definition or. Caitlin explained how much she liked me as Jennifer and that she sawbeautiful qualities in Jennifer that were absent from my malepersonality. She wanted her future daughter to have a loving, warm,supportive and giving parent - and that she was certain that I, Jennifer,could be that parent. Not only was Caitlin offering me the baby thatSarah and I never had, but she was inviting me to experience motherhood."But Caitlin, Sarah is leaving me. I am going to be all on my own fromnow on. Do you.