.did I really want Mary as a steady girlfriend? Did I love Mary? Well...I wasn't sure. I wasn't sure I knew what being in love meant. They always said...if you had to ask, then you weren't in love. I guess that meant I was just lusting after Mary. Well...what's wrong with that? My mother always told me that any `loving' relationship starts with that `chemical attraction', and that `love' part comes later, when you get to know each other better. Ok, so I'll lust after Mary for a while, and see. Matt lost his job, or as he put it to me, he was laid off. He said "as soon as the markets leveled off," they would call him back. He said he was low man. Even that wasn't true. I felt horrible for him and we made love that night and I went to work the next thinking all would be fine. After a month of no unemployment checks he told me there was a problem with how he filed and it would be straightened out and he would get the back checks. We scrimped and ate like welfare people, but my baby was. Maybe two or three. There is nothing like a disaster to mobilize a city. Even though the problem has been around for decades and Tent City for nearly ten years, now the city wants to acquire land for a permanent encampment that could house as many as 500 homeless people. You have become the focal point. Not only did you save the lives of nearly a hundred people, you painted what their lives look like,” Clarice said.“But I don’t get it,” I said. “I didn’t share the brochure with anyone. How did. .if only we could. The look of joy in her eyes on her face is so fleeting, I wonder if I really see it sometimes. Is it real? I know it is. A few times we have had time, at least we took the time and the risk. To fully enjoy our bodies. Playing with her with my mouth and fingers or her toy.Feeling her kitty spasm around my finger. Like waves rolling onto the beach. Watching her use her toy while I kneel or stand stroking my cock. Stopping to taste her sweet musky juices.Her pink lips open grow.