The TV was turned on and a movie started. As we watched a young guy getting his dick sucked the older man said, stand up. Let's get a look at you. I h...ld my arms up as my shirt and pants were removed. I felt slightly embarrassed standing naked in front of them, by it quickly passed as they pulled me to them.I felt my butt being rubbed as the other rubbed my chest. Standing sideways between them. I was told to lean forward. Bending down the younger guy sat up and kissed my chest, then my. "She's agreed to help me play with you all weekendlong." Peter stares at her in dismay as she walks over to Jenna andgently puts her arms around her neck, giving her a long, slow,passionate kiss. Jenna moans, melting into her arms. "Mhhhhh",Angelica purrs as she pulls away. "She tastes sooo good honey, yousure know how to pick em". Angelica unbuttons her blouse and slidesthe shoulder strap of her bra down, exposing her left breast. Jennasucks at it hungrily. Peter looks at them with tortured. When we arrived at the lab, Jerry was beaming with pride. Yeah, it was he who pulled the strings. In celebration the three of us went in to the darkroom and dropped our drawers where we celebrated with group kisses and cock play. Jerry dropped to his knees and began to suck Pinky’s cock and he took all of it in to his mouth and throat as he had done with my cock many times. Suddenly, I had an overwhelming desire to be able to suck a cock in that manner but I knew I would never be able to do. I can't explain itright, but it just feels so WRONG somehow. Sometimes, the only way I canface the day is to pretend my clothes are girl clothes and that nobodynotices or minds. That's one of my big fantasies at night, to imagineI'll wake up as a girl and just have a normal day as one. I just dowhatever I would normally be doing, except I'm female. Then the guilthits, and I try and beat back the fantasy. I'm so tired of thisstruggle.******I know I don't write a lot about school, its cause I.