I realized I was afraid. I wanted this woman so badly but I felt if I moved I would wake up on my couch or in my bed alone with out her there. My he...rt was pounding so hard in chest I could feel it in the tips of my fingers and toes. Her eyes held me in place the fire that burn within them mirrored the flames in my soul. A single drip of water began to make its way down the side of her face. It moved so slowly yet my heart pounded with each motion the drop made. I felt her other hand. Neil was sitting in her empty room and staring at the bed where hisgrandmother had spent the last five years of her life wondering if shewas happy when she had passed away. There was a loneliness that pervadedthe room, as the thought that he was once again orphaned came to mind."She was a super lady." Neil jumped off the chair, so surprised was he bythe sudden appearance of an old man in the doorway. "I'm sorry, I didn'tmean to startle you." No." Neil caught his breath. "I'm okay, thank you.". Be with her."Ian simply nodded and he headed over to join the rest of his family.As Jenna quietly observed the familial scene she was soon joined byCharlotte Mercer, who stood next to her for a moment before givingJenna an appraising glance."My, you're looking very 'in character' today," Charlotte observed,noting Jenna's severe appearance.Jenna's eyes cut over at her boss. "Haven't you ever just wanted tofeel wicked?" Constantly," Charlotte purred. She noticed how Jenna was watching. I was genuinely pleased to meet mum's friend (lover) and even more pleased to see that her two years inside hadn't left as much of a mark on her as it had on my mother.She was bright and vivacious, a good conversationalist as well as being a very pretty young woman and I liked her immediately, but I felt that they'd like some time to themselves, at least on Jill's first night with us."Are you hungry darling?" mum asked and I realised that I was ravenous."Remember that scabby horse mum?" I.