Everybody praises and envies us.Human beings, however, are never satisfied. Always wanting more. Wanting different.We want anything that is not within...our reach.The devil is always watching.Whenever I traveled to teach in this town in a neighboring state, I would fool around with call girls. I confess that I many times thought of hiring a call guy, but I never had the guts. What would the solution be? I’ve always liked women; I wanted very badly now, however, to taste a delicious. I was deep in my sleep and the only reason I woke was someone laying on top of me. My hands were tied behind my back and I had been flipped over so they were underneath my back. The person on top of me was definitely a man. Because he told me not to bother trying to get away. He said he tied me up tight. Now the room was dark, he never flip the light on. I could tell that he was wearing Leather Pants and A Leather Vest. Also he wore Leather Gloves, I know this because his hand was over my. Looking down at how my rock hard nipples press out against the wet material I groan. Lonely white girl sitting in wet pyjamas under the only light for twenty metres. I may as well have a fucking rape me sign around my neck. I curse, not because of the situation, but because of my reaction to it; It is exactly what me mother would think. To her, scared means protected, and for years she has worked tirelessly to keep me 'safe'. Mission accomplished mom, I am scared of everything; all the time.. I needed to clean it off and give it a push just to see if there was any hill left. I started by joining a gym. I wasn't entirely out of shape, but I certainly wasn't in good shape. I was fairly pleased with how quickly it all came back. I was doing three days a week of strength training and three days a week of aerobics, and both my strength and stamina seemed to be improving weekly. I was only disappointed by one aspect of the gym. Jumping back to my first analogy, I had my eyes open for a.