“Wow,” said Alice, “it affected you that much?”Helen felt relief that her friend hadn’t taken offence at her confession, she decided to be c...mpletely honest. “I’m afraid there’s more.”Alice indicated for her to continue.“You recall I called to borrow some stockings, well I couldn’t help noticing when I was putting on those stockings how Simon reacted, you know he must have been able to see up between my legs when I was doing up the clips of my suspenders, he obviously found it arousing as he. .she made som sounds which confused me, an "oh", and "ai" and she did bite her lip. So, naturally I asked if she was in discomfort, if I should stop the session. Again these sounds, and a "No"...."oh"....."ahhhh"..... And again I asked, "what happened"...... The answer...."he", "ai"...."oh"...."he is fucking me in the ass".... I sat back, looked at her, could feel my heartbeats in all of my body, from the toes to the fingertips..... She on all four, beautiful and sexy, slutty, closed eyes,. Since then, she had done similar things off and on. I tried to avoid her advances but I had to come over to get her son, Steve so we could go out hell raising around Whittier and wait for his parents to pass out so he and I could partake of enough beer to get drunk ourselves. It was a great way to spend Spring vacation…out of school, fuckin around doing nothing…scarfing his parents beer.That’s the way my life was for another 6 months until Steve graduated leaving for a 4 year stint in the. " He shookhis head "no, no, darling it's not that, it's just that I've never donethis before, ever" I suddenly realised what he was saying "Rob do youmean I'm your first" miserably he nodded, "you don't mind do you?" I wasdumbfounded, he was a virgin and me a trans girl was going to be hisfirst experience, now I didn't know what to do, was it fair to him?Surely he should experience making love with a complete girl, I justdidn't know anymore I really wished Kelly or Shonali were here to.