There was no returning now. I was already horny, but now, I was begging to cum. He kept rubbing my clit with his thumb and probing a couple of fingers...in and out of my cunt. "Yes...oh yes...Oh I'm going to cum." My words just spilled out of my mouth without even thinking. I needed to cum so bad, I didn't care that this was my step brother and his friend was there watching. I was now on my back and bucking my hips up in the air trying to drive his fingers in deeper. All of a sudden he stopped. Till now, we were just regular cousins, however, now, we were lovers. We kept looking at each other lustily, awaiting the opportunity to finish the unfinished business.During noontime, when it was damn hot and almost everyone was taking a noon-time siesta, I beckoned her out. Once alone, I said, “Let’s go to the tube-well in the farms.” It was too hot with the sun blazing at its best on top of our heads. But this was the only time when we could finish our half-left errand.We quietly walked out. He applied gentle pressure. She moaned. He slipped a finger under. She was smooth, but for a small trimmed patch above. His finger slipped inside, she groaned into his mouth. Now it was certain.He paid the driver and led her into his flat. Two beers were opened; he led her into his bedroom. They kissed. They drank. They touched. They drank some more.His hand was under her dress, in her panties. Now he touched the areas he had been carefully avoiding, feeding the fire of her desire. She wanted. I wascrying, weak and beside myself.My lawyer tried to explain this was a good sentence and I would bethankful for it in the long run. Being a sissy with your mom will not beall that bad compared to jail, she said.All I could think of was a boy in my school who went through this, hedanced around school in his dress, hair in pigtails, high heels, andpurse with such joy and girly manners. He is such a sissy, he even isbeginning to talk like a girl. Oh, god will this happen to me?My mom tried to.