She is music and laughter, my fruit and my vision, for I cannot see passed her. I must have dreamt of her all night, because I woke up this morning wi...h thoughts of her. Can you see me? Look upon me, I’m begging you. Without a woman I’m doomed, and I’ll include my moderation as payment. I will listen to this idiot amilsaab. Maybe I shouldn’t have said those things. Perhaps I unearthed within him words he had once believed. Are we living in a world of extremes, never that middle ground? I meant. Then Shyam picked up Pawan and tried to rock him to sleep. But Pawan didn’t stop crying. He though Pawan was hungry. He tried to wake Anandi up, but she had the devil in her cunt and it wanted Shyam’s fat dick at any cost, even if it meant making her son cry a little.Having no option, Shyam thought it best to open Anandi’s blouse and see if he could hold Pawan while he had some milk. So, he did just that. Pawan wasn’t hungry but the comfort of suckling his mothers nipple gave him enough comfort. I replied yes whilst laughing to ease the awkwardness but he just acted cool and said no more. That evening they came to the bar again and this time they joined me. We talked and laughed about various things and we became more drunk as the evening went on. bY midnight we were all three sheets to the wind and the subject turned to sex as it always does. Lucy leaned across and asked if I had a big cock. Peter thinks you do she said. I laughed and said 7 inches. Just average. Average my arse said. Whenever I fuck him I will ask him to clean my cum using his mouth. Then we had sex for one year. After that I don’t have contact with the guy after that I left Tiruchi and then came to Chennai for my colleges and there I have take a separate room. In my final year Anand came to my room and I am very surprise to see him. Now he has grown taller (6 feet) than me. I was only 5.6 inch height and 55 kg only I don’t know his weight but he should be more that 75kg Then we had a friendly arguments, I.