When it was finished, she .ssaid we should have a beer to toast the new deck, and we did. After the first beer, she said "I've seen you looking at me......I was straight up. "You're a gorgeous woman and you never seem to wear a bra. Your headlights are on all the time, and I can't help noticing." We were sitting on long reclining deck chairs, snd she came and sat on mine, and pushed my feet aside to make room. Then she lifted her top and said "God wants you to see his work." This was getting. How did I let this happen? How could I havebeen so stupid? What's wrong with me? I want to cry. But, after aquivering lip and some salty tears puddling in my eyes, I choke it allback. 'What a sissy,' I think to myself. 'What a little girl.'Here I am standing around outside on the street, smoking a cigarettelate at night. It's cold. Too cold. I'm shivering. I'm not exactlydressed for the cold. I'm not really a smoker but, the warm feeling inmy lungs is about the only warmth I feel right now.. Aur isi tareh kabhi kabhi main unke ghar jaane laga. Aur tabhi summar vacations start ho gayi aur bacho ki school ki chuttiyan hote hi bhabhi apne maayke chali gayi aur main unke aane ka wait karne laga.Aur around ek week ke baad mujhe bachhe khelte dikhayi diye to main kafi khush hua. Aur usse agle din evening mein bhabhi ne mujhe kisi kaam se apne ghar bulaya . Main ghar se hi sochke gaya tha ki chahe kuch ho jaaye aaj to kuch na kuch karke hi aaunga chahe mujhe ek kiss hi kyu na karke aani. Johnson, my mother would think I was weird if I talked toher about her clothes," Jack commented."You've never complemented her on how nice she looks, Jack?" Motherglared at him."Well, of course I told her she looks nice and smells nice and all, butI'd never tell her anything other than that!" Jack responded. "So wouldn't it be appropriate to help her out some by maybe cleaning orironing some of her things to help her stay pretty?" She asked Jack. Icould tell Jack was uncomfortable about this.