If it's possible, and not too late, I want to prevent anything from happening that would destroy our marriage."She stared back at me in the mirror and...asked, "What do you think might happen?" I'm not sure," I responded, "but I have come up with several scenarios that I don't like." Well, are you thinking that I have decided to leave you, Ed? If so, I haven't yet, have I?" Don't be sarcastic, Colleen. You know as well as I that there are numerous other things that could happen even if you didn't. You seemed so sad, not having a girl next to you, I wanted to help us both!” She kept explaining things to me in a way that made my heart break. “When we had sex, I though you finally wanted me,” she continued. “You said you loved fucking me. But what was I thinking? Your right, you’re my son! I shouldn’t have do-“ I cut her off with an equally passionate kiss that she gave me a few seconds earlier. She looked confused, but she didn’t try to push me away. She held me in her arms, our tongues. She shut her eye as I was about to penetrate her. "open your eyes and watch me, or I'm going to shove my entire fist into your cunt shalisa." I whispered menacingly . She shook with tears as she opened her eyes. Slowly I pushed my cock in , forcing myself into her. Damn it she was tight. I pushed until I felt the thin membrane that was her hymen and then I stopped. Up until this point I had been slow and gentle. Now I drew back a couple of inches. I wanted the popping of this girls cherry. I'll have to warn her some way. And it seems like there is no way I can warn her without telling at least part of the truth.I drank the 7 Up and tried to convince my stomach that it was dinner, then tried to convince my head that it was time to go to sleep. The dinner part was a tough sell, but the bedtime part wasn't too hard. After the wild sex with Cindy, the wild dreams last night, and the panic I'd felt all day, I was ready for a good nights' sleep. Before I dozed off I resolved to have a.