I was so angry at myself for all the things I had done to you and all the things I let be done to you. When those men raped you I wanted blood. I want...d to slaughter them for making you scream the way you did and making you want to take your own life and I was so angry at you for trying. I ended up being just like those sick bastards by trying to take advantage of you and Ive always hated myself for doing that to you. He turned his head to look at my expression. The only emotion I could muster. I decided it was time to step it up, so I asked for some lap dances. We paid the barkeep, and into the back room we went. know my feeble attempts to describe those long, sexy legs gyrating on my lap will fall way short of my exhilaration, as would any attempt to describe the feeling of euphoria upon grabbing a handful of luscious breast! Can happily report that the second lap dance was even better than the first, and even more acrobatic. Suffices it to say that her gorgeous butt got slapped a. He was staring at the older woman dressed in a loose, thin t-shirt, and short comfortable pants. He could tell she wasn't wearing any bra. His tongue slipped out of his mouth involuntarily and moistened his lips. "I-I..." He stuttered in awe of the beautiful figure waiting for him to make the first move, but still he wasn't sure."Yes honey?" I-I wish we c-could play, uh you know, on your couch, like..."Helen almost fainted. She could barely whisper her response. "Oh, you mean like last. But on his third thrust the thong was pushed to the side, he was inside me. His cock was a nice size, I couldn't help but moan from the entry. My pussy was still wet from thinking about Joseph, so Butch's cock had no trouble getting inside. Again, I tried to gently get free, but it was no use. Their was only two choices, either hurt him or I let him continue. By the time I realized that, he was already fucking me. His cock was thrusting so hard and fast. I had only felt that with Joseph.